Evening people... Just got back from CNY visitation. Visited 2 homes only but already got $100++... :) Felt quite sad just now, but it wasn't the old sadness. It was different. More like a lonely feeling... Maybe cos she never came with me for CNY visitations the last 2 years. She always went to visit her relatives in Malaysia.

Watched The Two Towers in the afternoon... Again brought back memories... The times where we would sit on the couch watching movies and she would cuddle up to me. It actually made me smile when I thought about it. I remember one of the best things I loved about her were her facial expressions. She could give looks which REALLY showed how she was feeling. The happy look(where she'd show her teeth.. :P) The sad, doeful look(I was always a sucker for that. haha). And the one that I was extremely afraid of, the angry, pissed off look. That was the killer. My favourite was her natural look... Where she'd just be concentrating on something or occupied with something... Always felt like kissing her when she had that look. Haha. So many memories...

Gonna spend some time with God now... Need Him so that I won't fall back into 'depressive' mode...

::: Lyric of the Day :::
If I only had the words to tell you, If you only had the time to understand
Though I know it wouldn't change your feelings, and I know you'll carry on the best you can.

If I only had the urge to tell you, If you only knew how hard it is to say
When the simple lines have all been taken, and the radio repeats them ev'ry day.

If I only had the words to tell you, If you only had the time to understand
But I only have these arms to hold you, and it's all that you can ask of any man.